Trying

im trying to do great in basketball this year
im trying to be a vegan
im trying to go natural and im trying to stay with GOD .

making life simple has never been simple. normal to me is doing one hundred things at once, barely making it and barely sleeping . im going to try to be normal one day, as soon as i learn what the heck normal is .

long over due !

its been all summer and no blogging ! im so sorry .
life has been nothing .
just plank 
right now i have come to notice that i am used by a lot of people, this hurts . 

the issue

there 
is a way
to live 
in more than just one world ?
i seek perfection in everything i do. 
i never find it which makes me worst than when i started. 
right now i live for beauty 
i want it more than almost anything
i always live for God 
i should learn to be happy with Him only 
that is my problem .

tell me why !

so my bud is atheist , still love her <3 i wouldn't be a christian if i didn't . She's still the same person to me i just know more about her now any thought people aren't on earth to be understood i understand her more now .
but why is love impossible to everyone but me ? i'll love and accept almost everyone but as soon as i say im a 6'2 basketball player and a vegetarian its like whoaa your faking right ? im sorry to everyone that doesnt think im normal. There is no such thing as normal not in american where you can act like anything and do anything and find all things one the internet. well everything but that real i love you love. !

complex nation ? what am i ?

my life is overly complicated. the people around me know it and to make it simple is just not possible in my eyes. i want the world and everything in it . im almost always stressed out ; if its not basketball, then its family, if not them its church or self esteem. God and music are the only thing that help me make it.  
What am i ?

• God's child
• a vegetarian 
• a basketball player
• an avid  shopper
• an African American
• a big fan of TWLOHAwww.twloha.com